I do my best thinking in the shower. Write my best sermons, prepare my best lessons, develop my most creative ideas… I’m sure there’s some reason behind this; lots of routine stimulation occupying the conscious mind, allowing the subconscious to seep through, or something like that. Where’s Dr. Phil when you need him?
Thankfully not in my shower. After mentally writing two or three major opuses (opi?) and solving most of the world’s conflicts, all before rinsing and repeating, I stepped out to dry off. I had forgotten to turn on the bathroom vent, and the room was as foggy as the I-5 Grapevine in January.
My eyelid had a twitch in it. I’d had twitches before, and this eyelid had been twitching on and off for a week, but now it was going every two hours, flapping like I had a sparrow trapped under it. Being raised as a radical hypocondriac, this increase in symptoms set me to worrying.
Nerves? Allergies? Not enough sleep? Cancer. Probably cancer.
Maybe I just wasn’t getting enough blood flow to it… I began to wink and blink madly, trying to exercise my eyelid. If the college drama department ever does a stage adaptation of “The Pink Panther,” I’m in as Inspector Dreyfus.
While I was maniacally twitching and winking and blinking, I heard the little voice in the back of my head.
“I know what’ll work.”
I knew that voice… well, not the timbre so much as the intonation. I didn’t answer.
“Go look at some porn. That’ll get the blood flowing to that eye.”
Now, I’m (unfortunately) not completely unfamiliar with the effects of porn on the human body…at least the male human body. However, increased blood flow to the eye seemed, at best, unlikely.
“What?” I said.
“Your eye,” the voice said again, a little hesitant this time. “It’ll be good for your eye.”
“It’ll… what!?! That doesn’t even make sense!” I paused for a moment, watching the steam recede from the bathroom mirror. My eyes narrowed, squinting into the steam. “You’re not the regular one, are you?”
Silence.
I was more insistent this time. “You’re not the regular one, are you? Who are you?”
Long pause. Small voice. “Stu.”
Now it was my turn to pause. “Stu?”
“Stu.”
“Not Beealzebub? Not Zaphor? Not Slugmort, Voracium, Incinerus, Abraxus, Moloch, Damien, Volac?” I rattled off a dozen more names, but each elicited only a barely-audible “nope” from the little voice.
“You’re… Stu.”
“Stu.”
“And the regular one, the other guy, he’s…?”
“Promoted, I believe. On to bigger and better… oh, umm, no offense, I mean, I’m sure you were a fine, umm… sorry…” His voice trailed off.
I sighed deeply into the warm wet air. The eyelid twitch had stopped, at least.
“You’re new, aren’t you, Stu?”
Long pause. “I’m a temp.”
The steam was nearly gone from the mirror now, and I could see my own face. An expression of sheer, abject, bone-chilling… disappointment.
“So.” I said, almost audibly. The implication was not lost on me. “So my Christian walk is now so ineffectual, so unproductive, so feeble… that I get a temp as a tempter.” The mirror was clear now, and I noticed more ear hair than before. This was not turning out to be a very good evening.
A blurry image of what appeared to be Paris Hilton flashed through my mind. “Stu… Paris Hilton? That’s just sad.”
The voice sounded oddly remorseful. “I know, I… I’m not very good at lust. For some of the guys it’s like falling out of bed, but I never seemed to get the hang of it. I’m much better at PR. I’m hoping something opens up in PR.”
I was taken aback. “His Infernalness has a public relations office?”
“Oh, no, no,” Stu said, his mood brightening. “We tempt PR people. It’s easy work.” His tone was almost cocky now. “White lies, baldfaced lies, half-truths, deception, denials. Like falling out of bed.”
It was quiet for a moment. “Stu, I’m leaving now. I’m going to bed.”
“Bed?” He sounded momentarily confused. “Umm… Britney Spears?”
“Stu?”
“Hmm?”
“No, Stu. No.”
“Oh. Well, tomorrow, then?”
Another sigh escaped me. “No doubt, Stu… no doubt.”